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VIDEO: Kambua reveals the loss of her first child



The well-known gospel singer Kambua has recounted an emotional journey through the grief of losing her first child to a miscarriage in a very intimate and heartbreaking video that she put on her YouTube page.

Kambua, a mother of four, has been open about her struggles and grief during this trying time in her life.

Kambua remembers the day she found out she was expecting her first child in her heartbreaking video.

“People start to hint and others asking what I was waiting for, and I remember meeting a heavily pregnant woman who told me, ‘harakisha ushike ball Kambua. You know you will be so marketable.’ I remember thinking about what she said about my brand becoming stronger and getting more endorsements. She didn’t realize the struggle I was having mentally, emotionally, and the fact that we had been trying but nothing was happening. It felt insensitive in some way.”

After a few years of marriage, it was a happy occasion, and she can still clearly recall the enthusiasm that swept over her.

But in addition to the excitement, she also bore the unspoken weight of opinions and expectations from the public.

She was already under strain from people’s remarks and suggestions on her future as a mother.

After years of trying, Kambua bravely recounted her story of discovering she was pregnant, the delight she and her husband, Jackson Mathu, had in anticipation of their child, and the excitement of finally receiving a positive pregnancy test.

She described how her family and close friends reacted with excitement and support when they heard the excellent news.

But Kambua’s happiness was short-lived as she suffered from excruciating hip pain while pregnant.

She went to the doctor as the agony got worse, and an ultrasound was done.

The news from the doctor was heartbreaking.

Kambua remembered the agonizing moment she was informed: “Kambua, I’m sorry, there is no heartbeat.”

The singer, in a state of shock and disbelief, said she sobbed inconsolably.

Kambua says the memory of the doctor’s words, “there is no heartbeat,” became etched in her mind.

In her hour of greatest need, Kambua found a ray of hope when the doctor, a woman, embraced her and showed compassion while sharing her own experiences with loss.

Kambua acknowledged that she first decided to keep her experience to herself out of fear of possible criticism and the hurt that comes with losing a kid.111

She was afraid of facing a world that would not empathize with her sadness, and she didn’t want to be criticized for something that was out of her control.

“The reason I did not share with people is coz I did not want to be attacked for losing a child. I could not handle the pain of losing the child and not having children and the pain of being attacked online,” she said.However, the strength of her family’s support and her faith in God ultimately inspired her to share her story.

Kambua says she felt compelled to provide solace to other women who have heard the devastating words, “there is no heartbeat,” and to let them know they are not alone.

She hopes that her experience will encourage others to seek and offer support during the difficult journey of pregnancy loss.

“My family created a safe space and I decided to wait until God will give me the courage to share this for women who have been told ‘there is no heartbeat’ and encourage them that I also went through the same,” she said.12

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Behind the scenes of Lilian Ng’ang’a and Juliani’s rushed wedding



Well-known rapper Juliani’s wife, Lillian Ng’ang’a, has talked candidly about the joyous experience of parenthood.

She has reflected on the moment she found out she was carrying her first child, Utheri.

“I found out I was pregnant on December 2, 2021. It’s been 2 years, and it’s perfect! Happy mom!” she joyfully expressed in a post on her Instagram.

Shortly after the breakup, Lillian—who had spent eleven years as Cabinet Secretary Alfred Mutua’s wife—announced her engagement to Julius Owino, also referred to as Juliani.

In August 2021, the couple made their separation public. On February 2, 2022, they secretly married in a small ceremony.

They welcomed their son in July 2022, later that year.

The happy mother talked about her experience as a mother in a different interview, highlighting the happiness that her son, Utheri, brings into her life.

“Utheri means light, and I want my baby to be the light of the world. I have a very calm, bright-eyed handsome boy, and now that he is two months old, he loves to smile. I can’t wait for the morning for him to wake up; he already knows who I am, so he’s always snuggling next to me,” she revealed.

Despite the challenges that often accompany pregnancy, Lillian expressed her gratitude for a smooth and easy experience.


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Shix Kapienga: Why men fear dating me!



The gifted actress Nancy Wanjiku Karanja, also referred to as Shix Kapienga, recently discussed the difficulties she encounters when dating.

The successful actress blamed misconceptions about her upbringing for her unmarried state in an open interview with TV47.

Shix revealed, “Men assume I am too ghetto for them to date me.”

Shix has a reputation for being a tomboy.

Comedian Ofweneke went further to find out if this impression was influenced by her outfit selection.

In response, Shix defended her fashion choices, stating, “In the ghetto, I would just rock my jeans and T-shirt and move on. Why would I wear a dress?”

The actress talked about the struggles she had as a child growing up in the Kangemi area and emphasized the importance of working harder to overcome obstacles in life.

Her commitment brought her to the stage, where she gave her all during each performance.

In the course of the interview, Shix also opened up about her experiences as an actor, detailing how she collaborated with the late Lupita Nyongo on Shuga 2.

Regarding her part in the critically praised series, Shix said she was impressed by Lupita’s warmth, friendliness, sincerity, and modesty.

Thinking back to their days together on the set, she recalled:

“She (Lupita) was very nice, very friendly, very humble, very loving by the way.”

Despite their professional connection, Shix humorously recounted her quest to find a tweet from Lupita mentioning her.

“I acted with Lupita, but do I say. Umewahi tafuta tweet!? Well it is X now, have you ever scrolled for a tweet, where she wrote and mentioned me? Aki I have looked for it, nimetafuta hio tweet sijawahi pata, mpaka wa leo,” she said.


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‘I almost didn’t audition!’ Cimberly Wanyonyi wins Swedish Idol



The latest champion of the 19th season of Swedish Idol is none other than the 18-year-old Skellefteå star Cimberly Wanyonyi. Cimberly has made a lasting impression on the venerable singing competition, having celebrated her achievement with the publication of the winner’s record, “Won’t Be Sorry.”

But there were many bumps in the road leading to victory. Cimberly’s adventure nearly took an unexpected turn when she thought she may miss the important audition in Luleå because of a car problem.

“My mom was supposed to drive me to Luleå, but the car broke down,” Cimberly revealed. Arriving at the audition, she was met with disappointment as the Idol production team informed her that they were closed, suggesting she audition next year.

She stepped in, determined to assist Cimberly get a chance at the audition. Not too long after, the Skellefteå-born singer was in front of the judges, eager to show off her abilities.

Cimberly had nerve-racking moments competing in Stockholm against almost a hundred other competitors.

Judge Katia Mosally made eye contact with Cimberly prior to her last solo audition in front of the judges and the public, expressing her desire to see her succeed.She stepped in, determined to assist Cimberly get a chance at the audition. Not too long after, the Skellefteå-born singer was in front of the judges, eager to show off her abilities

Cimberly had nerve-racking moments competing in Stockholm against almost a hundred other competitors.

Prior to her last individual trial in front of of the judges and the audience, judge Katia Mosally locked eyes with her, expressing a desire to see Cimberly shine.

“I figured I had nothing to lose; either I was all in or I was out. I wanted to impress them and give them a taste of what was to come,” Cimberly recounted.

Her determination and talent left the judges in awe, securing her place in the competition and setting the stage for her eventual victory.

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